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what you hope for in the furture?

hahas...this post is in this blog and not the other is because i dun want ezra to see this...
hahas...
what you all wish your life to be when u grow up?
if some one was to ask me...
i would ans that i wish to have a good job,happy family of my own...
but...deep in my heart,m ans is...
to have a happy family,and i can dun need to work,
every day just stay at home do house work,take care of children and go out with friend....
to have a house of my own. (not with family one)
because i want to have my own space...
when i grow up.i wish that i can take up cooking lesson with may...
because to be able to cook for your love one is also a type of happiness...
haha.that about all some i can't think of it now...
i sure no one know it...
but this is true...

my dream...

hahas,just wake up...
and come write blog...
in case i forget what to write...
just now i had a dream...
in my dream,there was my bf and me...he hold my hand and smile to me..
it was very sweet...but i know...
in real life he will never do that...
i dun know why.
in real life..."both of you dun look like a couple..."
this was said to me by michelle,
i agreed.how i wish that when we go out togeher,
he can hold my hand.
michelle,may,ping,sook,fei&elephant...
(may...u know who is elephant one hor)
if u see this blog...
pls dun ever tell him :
what i write here...
how i feel...
what i wish
and dun tell him i got this blog...
this blog is only 4 my friend to see...
not 4 my couple...
ok?
i want him to know himself.
and dun give him hint or clue...
good luck...i going to c.o soon...
sian...i give up le...

heart broken

hihi...today i was so heark broken...
just because his so call twins never go study...
he then also never go study...
lucky i never wait for them to eat.
if not i maybe would have faint...
they would never know how many hour i have wait for them...
just a few sms and a sorry for all those hour and starving till now?
after eating lunch...i get hungry again.and are waiting for them...
yet they never turn up...and just because that...it really make me think that
am i his gf or is that twin is his gf?
to him...who are more important?
he or me?
those who know me will know who am i saying...
i really can't stand it...
but can't bring myself to break up with him...
his has already said that he treat him as his twins.
and i am his gf...
but?is he really care about me?
nobody ever know that i cry in the bath room while bathing.
not even my family or my friend know that i cry...
i really scare that he will leave me.
who will know?i also wonder...
it so scary being alone...
what can i do now.
only to hope that he will know his own mistake,
before i make a regretful choice that will make me reget...

my wish

hi hi..i back...i got a wish...

this wish got all of the h and i shoo.and my dar

i got this wish is by listening to mr neo story...

and suddently got this wish...

my wish is that the h and i shoo and maybe my dar also...

will open a shop...

maybe. ping and fei will design cloth to sell...

michelle and may and me help to sell the cloth and...

ezra maybe help to entain the people...

my ideal shop is that is has to be very beauitful...

until the people that come our shop will forget their worry...

it like living in a fairy land...

and must have food and drink sold for people to rest...

and...my target people for this shop is student...

haha...but i know very well that this wish can only be a wish...

it can never be happpen...

cause i know my friend well...

they sure dun like want...

it need a lot of money...

and time...

''chi chu''

hi hi... another mimi... to said

this mimi i dun mind to let my friend know...

but i dun want to let my dear know...

just now my dear and i were playing audition sea...

he dare to play couple mode with other girl in front of me...

this make me want to cry...

although i know he does not know that girl...

he only meet her in game...

but i still wonder whether he know i am ''chi chu''

if he does not...

that mean he does not understand girl at all...

so sad...he does not know girl at all...i wonder he is a gay or not...

all my friend think he a bit cc...

i sometime think so too...

i really scare that i will break up with him just because i cannot stand him...

hope i will not be so heart broken...

and hope that he will stop hurting my heart...

disappointed

ahh,so a so dissapointed...

i spend so much time making chocolate all that for my bf...

and i hope that i will have a huge soft toy from my bf...

he just now call and said that he will give me chocolate as a present...

hai. so disappointed...

cause that mean he dun understand me at all...

so disappointed...

the next time i can receive a present from him will be chrismas

i wonder our relationship will last so long or not...

he does not understand me at all...

feel like crying

why can't i have a soft toy from my bf for me to havev a beautiful memeries...