''chi chu''

hi hi... another mimi... to said

this mimi i dun mind to let my friend know...

but i dun want to let my dear know...

just now my dear and i were playing audition sea...

he dare to play couple mode with other girl in front of me...

this make me want to cry...

although i know he does not know that girl...

he only meet her in game...

but i still wonder whether he know i am ''chi chu''

if he does not...

that mean he does not understand girl at all...

so sad...he does not know girl at all...i wonder he is a gay or not...

all my friend think he a bit cc...

i sometime think so too...

i really scare that i will break up with him just because i cannot stand him...

hope i will not be so heart broken...

and hope that he will stop hurting my heart...

disappointed

ahh,so a so dissapointed...

i spend so much time making chocolate all that for my bf...

and i hope that i will have a huge soft toy from my bf...

he just now call and said that he will give me chocolate as a present...

hai. so disappointed...

cause that mean he dun understand me at all...

so disappointed...

the next time i can receive a present from him will be chrismas

i wonder our relationship will last so long or not...

he does not understand me at all...

feel like crying

why can't i have a soft toy from my bf for me to havev a beautiful memeries...

a sad day

hi.today cry le...

cause my father nag at me for something i did not do...

he said that i ask for more money to buy all my doll,sweet and other thing...

but I DID NOT DO IT...

i really use money to eat a good breakfast...

so sad... i force myself not to cry...

but i fail...

i sometime feel that i am really usless...

see...i not good in my home work...

not good in game...

not good at tidying my room...

cannot find a part time jod...

own a lot of phone bil money...

not good in my cca...

not good in sport...

even in class also can fall alsleep...

see...i was so usless...

so sad...maybe tomorrow will be better...

i going to skip my breakfast and maybe dinner...

to save money to go out...and get a present for my bf...

hope i will not fail in saving money...

or else i will be really usless....

hihi

hi hi,first time posting this blog...

this will be where my mimi will be...

i hope i can get a huge doll and flower from my bf...

but i know that will be impossible...

cause we both have extra practice...

too bad...